February 3
On Saturday Bobbi Kristina , Whitney Houston and Bobby Brown's only daughter together was found in her townhouse face down in a bathtub unresponsive. The eeriness of the similarity with that of her mother is already too much. I don't think any of us are completely healed from the loss of Whitney. I myself still feel a tug at my heart whenever I think about her. I couldn't begin to imagine how her daughter feels. However, there's no clue what happened. People think drugs and so on of course. I don't. I can't. While at the hospital Bobbi K was placed in a medically induced coma. It's just all so strange. I pray she pulls through.
Home in Ct was buried under another couple feet of snow today. I sometimes do miss a snow day or two. I don't miss having to go out in it though. A day or two crunching in the snow will work through every piece of your nerves. I think about how I used to go be snowed in with M over a decade ago. That was nice most times. Moms didn't like it though. I wish I was still that thin. Ha! But no seriously.
February 4
This beard is irritating me, I'm cutting it off. I hope my face doesn't look fat. There's a television show called Friends to Lovers where ppl that have been friends have decided to take a chance on something more. There's a gay couple on there ( white if it matters) that had a trivial discrepancy and didn't speak for four days. It helps me to think that it isn't just the community of gays that I'm familiar with that can't get it together but a lot of us are just clueless. Ha!! Lord help us, it's not funny. Speaking of dating, Valentine's Day is next weekend and it never causes me to feel a way until I see other people make a deal out of it. Or, until some one asks me if I have plans. I don't. I plan to see Fifty Shades of Grey and buy myself some chocolates and maybe a cupcake and some champagne. You know, normal shit. However, unrelated to Vday, I do feel like I'm due for some one on one activity. It's been entirely too long since I've had something in my mouth. Ijs.
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