There was a man at the gym that I recognize from being out and around the way. I try to ignore ppl that I see around because...discretion. I'm not the one that's gonna out you. If you leave me alone, I'll do the same. Maybe no one is thinking like that but hell. I've heard things. It was a cool leg workout tho. I'll be glad when I see results. I probably need to like...try to kill myself. I don't wanna.
Went to brunch today with Gerald at Bantam and Biddy. Had an omelet with goat cheese and spinach. It was good or I was just crazy hungry. We talked about the possibility of leaving Atlanta. If I could move to NYC tmrw, I would. NYC is just...I need to live there at some point in my life. I mean it's fucking NYC. The best place on earth. Concrete jungle where dreams are made of. There's nothing you can't do. I texted Him twice,he hasn't responded. Idk what that means, I think someone put Root on me. Ok I won't start with that shit. But wtf. I got two cupcakes today. There.
January 27
" Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us...[But] as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people the permission to do the same. " Marianne Williamson via Jennifer Lopez's " True Love".
January 29
Went and looked at an apartment today in Brookhaven which I didn't know was Brookhaven. Beautiful apts. Good rate, not in my budget. I'm not even moving right now. I'm a nut bag. I've been offered two interviews for two temp assignments. Both of them way out of the way and paying chump change. I feel like that means don't jump at it. If it's already a hassle and you haven't even gotten the job yet, imagine when you start working if you receive an offer. They will work the hell out of you for $2.50. Haven't I gone through enough of that? If I'm gonna be a robot , atleast...nah. I can't live like that. Tried that. Can't do it. Maybe I do need a sugar daddy type. That way I can be doing these things that I'm inspired by and creatively charged. Releasing some passion projects. I feel like I've said this before somewhere. He responded to my text today from Thursday. See. They're burning popcorn downstairs again. I don't get it.
February 1
Had dinner at Strip with my sis and bro yesterday. Calamari. Chicken and waffles. Cocktails and shots turned into cocktails. Had a good time. Some good conversation. Some laughs. Went all the way to my dad's house after that. Was cool. Drank a very tart Apple martini. Sour apple vodka and sour apple martini mix. A lot of sour apple. Went to the strip club with bro and sis after that. There was a girl in there with green/blue hair a tatted body and a cropped tittie shirt. She was awesome. I want to be her in another life. If I ever start writing again, she's gonna show up in some form, somewhere. I'm serious. I loved her. I got a lap dance from a girl named Kimmy. She had a fitted on with the word Famous written on it. Her ass was perfectly formed. I motor boated her tits. It was fun. I also was coerced into a lapdance with some Charlie from Columbia. I tried to make her out to be like Zoe Saldana in Columbiana but she wanted no parts of it. I had a good time. Kudos to bro and sis.
Today was Super Bowl 49. Katy Perry performed for the Halftime show and she came out on a robotic Lion. I want one. She did a good job. Fireworks is a good song for the Super Bowl. Patriots won.
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