My downstairs neighbors burnt some popcorn or something and that's ALL I smell in my own damn apt. I don't understand why. These vents are old and stupid or something. I hope it hasn't gotten into my clothes. Ugh. I'm so annoyed about it. Earlier at the mall I went inside one store and decided it just wasn't my day for it. Sat at the phone charging station like an old man and watched people. Well watched all the young boys that come here for MLK weekend events. Realized it was now their turn to have it. Not that I'm over the hill but sometimes you just know when to pass the torch. That's saying way too much. I'm only 34 for gotdamn sake. Came home and decided I didn't wanna go to Einsteins wit Sylvester and Izzy. It was cold. Maybe I'm a grump today? Facetimed Him and tried my best to will him to ask me out tonight. He didn't.
January 19
It's MLK weekend in Atlanta which for some reason means it's like a small gay pride event. There have been parties all weekend. Maybe I should research how this came to be. Is that information even out? Google? Went out last night with Sylvester and Izzy. I've been in Atlanta almost ten years and I'm still amazed at how many of the gays come out. It's a sight. The str8s have no idea I'm telling you. Saw all the beautiful faces of IG crushes and boys from around the way. Hugged a lot. Got blue motherfucka wasted. Danced. The music was really good. Went to the diner on Chesire Bridge and ate mozzarella sticks. They were gross, but...drunk. There were a group of Africans or middle eastern that sang Hustle Gang's Lifestyle. Hip Hop runs the world.
Woke up and listened to Andy Stanley...kinda. Had beautiful hangover haze naps then watched Lifetime's Whitney. They did a good job. Deborah Cox has an amazing voice. I think at some point she decided to protect herself and guided her career into something less crazy. I miss Whitney. Ate tacos for dinner.
Went downtown today to have my background check done for a position with Fulton County Govt. There was a woman in there that was so disarming, she kinda made me nervous. You know how you put on your professional, mannerable face and then someone just comes in and is like " Whaddup?!?! " And you're like " :-/..."? Very shaky. Very fumbly. I need to research that position. State Of The Union Address came on tonight and it's still very emotional to see Barack Obama come through as our president. When you know what this country has been for people of color , it's just still very powerful. I think the Obama haters know that and are fearful that this country will become a place where " they " are not in control. Revolution. And Barack is such a good looking man. That probably hurts too.
January 21
The other day there was a woman at the gym on the machine next to mine and she had her Starbucks in the cup holder. Coffee? Hot coffee? Very interesting to me. I'm not judging. Also, all the good looking men at the gym were causing me to day dream and...you know. I couldn't do it. I watched Nene and them and had to focus. I also started a story in my head based on a trailer I saw and my hyper sexual imagination. Good work out though, I think.
January 23
I auditioned for a job with TopShop/Topman today. Audition sounds crazy but that's what it reminded me of. A bunch of ppl all sizing each other up, on their most polite , fun , and articulate behavior. I despise group interviews but this one wasn't as bad as I thought. I wonder if I was the oldest one there tho. That would be something. What if I was older than the man who interviewed me one on one. Goodness. Well, there was a woman there that said she was a stay at home mom but had previously been in fashion as a stylist. Glamorous lady. I'm nervous about this. I think I'd really enjoy working there. Afterwards I met up with Jillian for our annual lunch and shop while she's at the conference here in Atlanta. We downloaded everything in our lives including why I'm not dating or seeing anyone. She said I need a sugar daddy, and while that would be great financially, I just don't know. I'm not young and thin anymore. Gays are different. No? Idk... But it was great to spend time with Jillian. She really inspires me and gives me awesome advice. I look forward to seeing her every year, I'm so proud of her. Sometimes you need to see people that get you, that know you from when. And that will tell the truth. Why don't ppl tell the truth?!?? I love me some Jill. Had Apple Jacks for dinner because I didn't feel like it. And...fat. Another reason I can't get no sugarda...nvm.
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